Turpentine baths

diabetes crept up unnoticed. Well, you know - such a nasty disease which must at all times to monitor glucose levels and insulin-stabbing on the scheme. Oh, and - the sweet, of course, have to forget. No, before that I was not at all sweet tooth, and not to dissolve itself, eating anxiety and trouble! I looked at all the sweet indifference. And now, when you can not know how to hunt? I looked at the chocolate or butter cake with lust, almost licking his lips. I want to! But you can not ... I can not afford. I am now a lot can not afford. I somehow missed when he came into my life and it is firmly entrenched. Perhaps he somehow manifested, but I'm not accustomed to blossom, and because every ailment to run to the doctor. I prefer them (and doctors, and malaise) to ignore. I have in this life too much to do and responsibilities to spend time on nonsense. In general, it turned out that I was ill with diabetes, but during my pregnancy. Moreover, doctors have treated this once nervous, even insisted on interrupting, but I was given. Nothing, and people with diabetes give birth, and I gave birth to a baby Zdorovenki and slavnenkogo. This is a happy event blocked a lot of trouble: her husband's care, my feelings on this occasion, the general deterioration of health, financial problems, well, Diabetes, and, of course. I had to be torn between worries about the kid, and diabetes. They had to constantly deal with. This is a disease that always holds you at gunpoint. A special diet, restricted diet, insulin, by the hour, the control of sugar. Failure to do so - simply die. And I could not afford it, to me the most to survive and raise the baby on his feet! But, even though I tried to fulfill all the requirements of physicians, diabetes did not want to surrender their positions. He spat on the four daily doses of insulin, sugar still remained high. Sometimes I feel it, so he meeedlenno flowing through his veins like warm syrup, spreads over me, and then only a sleepy already, the whole world fits in a bag, and it's awful. I call this period "dolce vita", we - "the sweet life" in general, call for help humorous, that somehow it was more fun to live. In one of these goes to the "dolce vita" I was lying with his eyes closed in a strange half-sleep, before his eyes floated some fabulous pieces of scenes (before I read the stories sonny, apparently, the brain is not switched). Suddenly, thoughts began to line up in a strange poem: Grandfather-Diabetushko,Come to me, girl, do not be angry, do not be silent, as I have, teach. And then suddenly, in front of me suddenly formed a completely fabulous dedok - gray-haired beard of the liquid, calico blouse tied up with rope, striped trousers, sandals on his feet, her head bald spot in the halo of white hair and the face is good-good, look in his eyes and smiled gently commercials. - Well, girl, beautiful, healthy either! You're calling - I came. - Who are you, grandfather? - In utter amazement, I uttered. - I - Santa Diabetes, on Saturday me a hundred years, I wander through the world, people come, to whom life is not easy - add Sakharkov. - Santa Diabetes? - I was surprised. - Is that because of you I'm sick? - No, no! - Grandpa laughed. - I have a good grandfather, my guilt is not here, is that you live so that I was encouraged. - I did not call - I said. - And so I lived hard times, why do I still, and diabetes to everything else?? - Where to live in hard times, I'm always right there! - Gleefully announced his grandfather. - Who's disease is needed - giving away at once, here it is! - And you can not poems and riddles to say? - I said. - And I've got the brains, and so badly considering in every thought, like a fly gets stuck in the syrup. - I can not verse - appeasably grandfather agreed to Diabetes. - Although the poems, it is more fun, I just raspoteshit Well you wanted to add joy to life. - I have a life and so happy, - I replied. - So let's at least once in your jokes, okay? - Where smoothly, there is right - immediately screwed up my new acquaintance jokes. - You do want to ask about life, right? Well, ask me! What can I do - help than the rich - and so glad your question, our answer, there is no objection! - Tired of you love me, Daddy! - I complained. - And so I recently tired quickly ... - I'm not tiring, I'll relax, - said the grandfather. - You think well, I just said to you? Nooo! You are weary, and without me, just did not want to see, did not want to ignore. Gift of life is not taken, the joy did not take, so I'll saharochku something and tossed.Use it! - Grandpa, what are you talking about? - I am outraged. - I have this extra saharochek does not need, I do not ask! And so life was hard times, and here, and diabetes! - Voooot! She say - "life was bad enough." I have this thing and corrected. Now sweeter than sweet! - Yes! This is very interesting! - I frowned. - So, you decided to finish me? - you silly girl, I can see, - smiled sweetly diabetes. - It is you yourself decided to finish. And I want to save you! - Do you think saving a disease? - I did not believe it. - Yes, only through them and save - the grandfather nodded his diabetes. - The disease is because when a person is given? When all other means have been exhausted, and he did not accept the signal, does not want to change anything in my life. Well, how sick - willy-nilly. - And that I did not want to change? - I asked, puzzled. - Duc you do not love yourself, girl - Diabetes shook his head. - Are you driven like a horse old, loaded the possibility for a very heavy, everybody should be, each is obliged to, but still feel guilty now and then, korish a bitter words. No dolce, as they say, vita! - How do you know about the "Dolce Vita"? - I was surprised. - Yours, I do not someone else! All that you know, then I know. - So maybe you know why I had got this disease? - I asked. - I know they do not know! And you know, just close your eyes. - Well, tell me, please do not Tom, do not torture! - Here you are helping others, and forget about yourself. For other care, and walked past him. Everyone give yourself, and very tired. Other things happen - you get stressed. Others are offended - reflects on you. Tell me what's wrong - I'll be a fool. And if not - so keep your answer! - Grandfather, do not you think that you are agglomerated ink? - I stammered in confusion. - Well, not that I do not think about yourself. The child's birth - for themselves?- Yeah! And when you dragged it, and you broke off the back - for themselves, too? - Had caught my grandfather. - Since it's because I have diabetes! - I said resentfully. - That's the way I'm healthy as a horse! - Oh you, good people, Look at this horse! - Chant began his grandfather Diabetes, hands on hips. - Well you yourself are not spared, not love, purely in the nag turned to the disease have driven, so there are things ... - Listen, my grandfather Diabetes, you tell me or not? - The excitement, too, I suddenly began to speak in verse form. - Nothing, I do not understand why the high sugar?? - Do you remember, dear, when sugar is high, how do you feel? - Softly asked his grandfather. I honestly tried to remember: - Well, when sugar is high, it's like a warm bath after a hard day of cold, reluctant to get out.It's like rocking on the waves, all such relaxed, and do not want anything. - And when the sugar drops? - And when the sugar is falling down, and she was as if I'm falling into the abyss, there is no sound, no feeling, as though there is no I did. - Well there's your answer - my grandfather was delighted. - The disease gives you the feelings which the body is asked, and you will not let him. Relax let dissolve, merge with nature - it would seem, what could be easier? Soak up the sun on the grass to lie, sit, doing nothing, but just to sleep at your pleasure. What are you doing soul-do not listen, did not give the body rest? - So Grandpa, you judge for yourself, well, when I relax it? - I pleaded. - Do not give me life to relax. Education, then the work - and do not want and need. House in order to keep, delete, get out of - well, where you will get? About the closest care, provide support to friends - a holy thing, and then instantly lose all! My husband left me when the baby was at the heart - also over his burden took. And now I have a small, followed by the eye so the eye is needed! What here rest - a day to spin like a squirrel in a cage, no sleep, no rest, nor any of the lumen. - Here I Diabetes grandfather, I brought you a clearance - he reported. - Now, willy-nilly in a race you stop, you will be a deal to handle health. - Yes I do - I sighed sadly. - All about Diabetes read, found a way. Breathing exercises do grass drink. Only some results are not visible. - and therefore not visible, you're my pretty, you're still blaming yourself in the various errors in thinking contagious. Do not you forgive yourself, are not accepted. Like lechish body, but about the soul, then the same should not be forgotten! - Do not forgive? - I asked quietly. - Oh, but really ... once I have so many cases, I remembered when I'm guilty! It seems to me one word wrong and did not say I blame myself very first, contempt punish, scold for mistakes. - I suppose you still want to please everybody? - Sympathetically chuckled the old man. - I wish ... - I confessed. - I try to please everyone, for all the good be to be loved, privechali, the company invited. I climb out of their way to do everything, all the help, all to take part, but to be noticed and noted. - And that, it turns out, always keep up with everyone you help? - No, of course. But when you do not keep up - even more guilty I feel. And if you have to deny - oh how I was consumed with guilt! - And what are you doing then? - Well, I try to bring everything to a jest, to make amends for the guilt, in general, to sweeten the bitter pill! - That's sweetened - Diabetes grandfather nodded. - Now is your body saying, "All, Stop the machine! Once you give me such a bitter life is arranged, I'll take care of us! ". And called me, sweet grandpa-diabetushku. - Oh, what am I going to do that? - I was upset. - Well, aroused, well, wrong. And leave something with you like? - And did - bared his teeth in a smile Grandpa Diabetes teeth rare. - Now I'm always with you I will never leave you. Once you take care of myself can not, do not give a rest, I have this problem on a take. But this will prompt you, as this sweet live and maintain health. To me the soul for you does not climb as well, izdalya watched. - Oh, my grandfather, my dear, tell me, will appreciate the age - I was delighted. - First of all, review your lifestyle. Often rest, do not forget about yourself. The second case - get myself 27 treats. - How? - I was scared. - 27, no more and no less. The number is it, magic. You have so much pleasure now? - sonny with fiddle - a pleasure. And yet ... I'm learning to paint on glass, a great pleasure to receive. Well all for now. - Remaining 25 should look - cheerfully suggested the grandfather. - There all good, just to sweet to the soul! When life is smooth, then you sweet. Do not condemn yourself, only disapproved. In-play measure, for myself - not for anyone. Presents a Dari, compliments speak. Since you are not forgotten, and that's "dolce vita." - I do not know how to do all this and - I hesitated. - I did not know such a life, I know not. And what does not work? - Well, I'm on that? - Diabetes akimbo grandfather. - Do keep in mind as you forget that - I come. And who love feeding themselves, and sugar in addition to the normal. Want - Believe it or check! - I'll check - I promised. - Now you need. It is better to lie in a warm bath than a syrup filled. - Well, then God help thee, and ezhli that - you just whistle, I was right there! - Diabetes and promised his grandfather disappeared. I woke up.Whether it was a dream, or not, but I began to carry out mandates grandparents. And you know what?Long or a short, but over time I did. Sugar, I've got really close to the norm! For many years now! And the stable, such that even doctors are surprised. And with his grandfather Diabetes I never again saw.But I feel - he stands to one side, stands out. Only reason I have not submitted it, try to love and pamper yourself, "dolce vita" I have the full program! And I sense that grandpa happy - sitting on a bench, smiling. It seems, too, now the "dolce vita"!